Haven’t made a decent ramble in so long…

Even though I’m tired, I have so many plans for this week I can’t sleep thinking about them all. Now that I figured out how to use my drawing tablet on my laptop, I can’t put the thing down! There’s so much I want to do with it especially for my blog/pictures in general but I know I should take it slow despite how much I want to dive into it all. Gunna plan out a new video tonight and hopefully film my next video about my history with Asian guys this week. Maybe. I’ll see…I’m actually shocked to see how many subbies I’ve gotten over the last week or two. It makes me feel so glad to see how many are actually wanting to see more from my channel. 

I’m also trying to work full time again because of all I’ve been spending for a few different things like teeth whitening, seeing a well recommended dermatologist, getting on birth control as a result from going to the dermatologist (yes I’m on it now), and other meds to help with my skin issues. Luckily I’m not stressing over paying for this stuff. It really helps to have money saved up in your bank account…I wish I could always remind myself that before I splurge on a box of pizza like I did the other day unnecessarily. *sigh* Speaking of piggin out, I’ve been eating like the most gluttonous creature you could possibly imagine. It’s been mainly horrible food too…idk why. I’m certainly not pregnant but before I went on the pill, I definitely had those concerns. Now that I definitely know I’m not I’m not sure what it is. I just hope I can keep this figure through summer at least because I cannot see my ass going back to the gym while working so much during Texas summer heat. The exhaustion is killing me from the thought.

About summer, I really want to get out of the state of Texas to visit some place. Kevin says he just wants to go to San Antonio which sounds cool and all but it’s still Texas xP I want to go to bigger and better places like California or NY (gal meet omgomgomg) but I can’t do both since my job will probably have to fire me for taking so many days off…then again idk. My co-worker told me today that they allowed him to do it so maybe I’ll be lucky in this case. I’ll have to just wait and see how things pan out after A-KON.

As for A-KON, I am so ready! I need this weekend to go smoothly. No one will ruin it for me and if I get the slightest feeling that someone does, I am poppin off. I hate being around the people who have in the past ruined a con experience for me because they do stupid shit like: complain, show little to no interest in the festivities going around us or appear disinterested, are too lazy to venture into panels, only want you to do what THEY want and don’t know what the idea of splitting up means, and mooches off of you with food, make up, and every other item you have in your possession during the con. Hell…I’ll probably send this out to all my roommates before we all go this year because I refuse to have it AGAIN. I didn’t even really want to go this year and wanted to finally check out anime matsuri instead but that didn’t work out well so I’m stuck again at the same con I go to every year. I need to stop sounding pessimistic so I don’t jinx myself because I’m sure it’ll be a blast, but the little tiny things people do irk me and I’m just not having that. It’s my fault, I’m just too nice to say anything about it but I will this time. 

My giveaway is closed now :/ but I won’t officially close it till later today. I will now end it on that note and continue doodling or maybe watch an anime before I crash. Night followers!~