So much to say about our 2nd year anniversary…
Last week spending my 2nd year anniversary with my boyfriend was so magically beautiful I can’t even form the experience accurately enough into words (however on my official blog I will do my best and with lots of pretty pics!). I wish I were still there laying next to him in our room isolated from all other distractions in the soft quietness of our homey hotel. After two years, I was finally able to wake up in the morning and see his handsome face and hear his tired yet sexy voice *melts* It was in that moment when I asked myself and God why in the world of all beautiful young women out there was I picked to be with this man? Because I feel like I am just like any other girl, even with all of the compliments I get from people about my appearance. Deep down, I will always feel like an ordinary individual because of how humble I choose to be which is now become second nature…so why me?
I am thankful for whatever reason it may be for though and will never take him for granted again. I’d probably throw myself in front of a high speed train if I did that again (FIGURE OF SPEECH! Plz don’t refer me to a hotline of some sort I’m okay up there!) I want to write the rest of my history with him in it as my partner. Maybe one day as my official husband and my children’s father if we are so lucky. I see no wrong in thinking into the future and talking openly about these things btw unlike a lot of people my age who are anti-commitment. I would be so blessed and satisfied if things were to go that way for us. He means more to me than what I was prepared to handle at this point in my life but I am learning as the years go by being with him on how to manage the love I have for him so I don’t go overboard with my emotions.
Our next trip may be in Corpus Christi next year but who knows what’ll happen by then. I just want more experiences like this with him included specifically. Friends of ours can always join us, but him being apart of the equation will make it that more special for me. I love him so much and will continue to love him harder with each day. I can’t wait to post up pics, edit the vlog and Q&A video for everyone to watch as I’m sure it’ll be interesting! Anyway, I’m off to bed since I have work in a few hours. Night everyone!